I've got to get this out of my chest, I'm hormonal right now so I'll check back next week to see if what I'm feeling now has legs.
First, I feel like I will be left all alone sooner than I expected. Okay, let me explain, I feel like my friend is trying hard to keep me in his life but... Here's the deal, we've been friends longer than anyone in the office so I feel like he shouldn't struggle if he had to choose between me and other people. It should be easy an enough decision. But that is not happening, he's struggling. It's hard work for him, when it shouldn't be, at least in my mind. Unless, he doesn't me around anymore.
And that is why I am hurt.
I might have 3 choices here:
First, I feel like I will be left all alone sooner than I expected. Okay, let me explain, I feel like my friend is trying hard to keep me in his life but... Here's the deal, we've been friends longer than anyone in the office so I feel like he shouldn't struggle if he had to choose between me and other people. It should be easy an enough decision. But that is not happening, he's struggling. It's hard work for him, when it shouldn't be, at least in my mind. Unless, he doesn't me around anymore.
And that is why I am hurt.
I might have 3 choices here:
a) Avoid him and let him be with his new friend.
b) Tell him to make a choice already so I won't have to expect.
c) Just ignore what's happening (which i can't)
Decision, decision.
Decision, decision.
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