Anderson doesn't drink but somehow Lady Gaga got him drunk!

Sad Day

It's my father's birthday today! Such a sad day specially for my mother. Words are still not enough to console her. It's been 4 years since he died and yet the pain is still visible in her eyes.

Now and again, I still miss him. A big part of my life has been taken away when he died so how can I not feel what I feel. I cry sometimes but I keep it all to myself...

Nerd Alert!

He had to choose the nerdiest-looking eyeglasses to "cure" his astigmatism and yet he still managed to look gorgeous:




Reminding me of my other TV boyfriend, Simon Baker:

Yearning for Steve

I've always known Steve Mcqueen, I just didn't pay much attention to him but I grew up hearing his name because my father liked him a lot. I think I remember my father telling me something about Papillon, he loved that film but I guess I did not listen. It starred Steve Mcqueen, of course.

Lately, I find myself yearning to watch all of Mcqueen's films, all because of Cinemax which a month ago started to show his films! I accidentally watched The Great Escape and you know what?! I loved it!!! I wouldn't tell you the plot because this is not a movie review though. I recently watched Le Mans, it had a little dialogue and most of the scenes were race shots but it is definitely worth watching. I'm watching Bullitt now, will tell you if it's good or not in future blogs.

And before I forget I just found out that I had a blog before that briefly mentioned Steve, see... this is not just a phase I must have always liked him I just didn't know it then. Maipilit lang!

New Shoes

My son cries every night before going to sleep ever since I've been assigned in night shift. I guess he'll be crying for two months more. My heart breaks every time I leave the house. He seems so scared and worried. He wants so much to spend time with me, there's always not enough time for us, he tells me all sorts of lines just to keep me from saying goodbye. Here are some memorable lines:

"Please don't say you're leaving kasi nasa-sad ako."

"Nanay, please wake up I want to see you moving."

"Nanay, please don't sleep too much."

"Hindi pa kita nakikita ng complete aalis ka na agad?"

What more can I do but to tell him that we'd see each other again in the morning, God willing, of course, that's also a lie because by the time I get home they'd be long gone in school.. They usually get home at around 4pm and during that time I'm in deep slumber and probably dreaming of Vale, teeheee! Sorry, fangirl just came out.

The past two weeks were extra hard on him (it was hard on me too) because I practically became a bed spacer in my own house; I only came home to sleep for about five hours and then off to the office again, weekends included. I had no idea that his P.E. shoes had been damaged, the top portion of his right shoe, right on top of his little toe was split open and he's been using it for two weeks without telling. When I asked him about it he told that he wanted to tell me it's just that I was always sleeping when I was at home. My heart sank when I heard his reply. I bought him a new pair of shoes the very next day.

Thus, the reason for this blog, he drew me this picture as a way of telling me how much he misses me, I guess words are still not enough for him.